i'd rather not deal with my life right now. so instead i spent time at the beach with bobby after our little hospital visit. he's really good about helping me forget about things. i've decided that i miss elementry school. probley not enough to actually go back. but enough where i could say no babies or pockets or hardies. midnight madness but no babysitting. no tagbacks or indian givers. or maybe hide n seek because you knew everyone always had to come back to safe.
everythings a bit messy right now. and i'm anything but peaceful. waiting is so hard.
forcast: cloudy with a chance of storms.